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This is too wrong... Gone too far...

2009-05-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

4 days ago, it was a Wednesday night. This day, I was in Penang. The whole day I was eating in Penang and went to someplaces for window shopping also. At around 5pm, my friends and me went home. we took a break, then we came out to have our dinner. After dinner, we went to check the van fare for us to go to Hat Yai at Thailand. Around 9pm, we started to go to the 'Auto City' in penang. We first had a drink while waiting for the pub to be opened and waiting for some other guys to reached as well. After everyone had arrived, we went into a pub named 'Dream'. Wow, my friend got us a whisky. and the whole night we were drinking this whisky until around 3pm only we went home. This is out of my mind. It wasn't in my plan. However, it is also quite a good experience to go clubbing with my friends here in Penang. Just that, the loud voice really hurts my ears and even though I didn't went drunk, but drinking wasn't the thing i really like as well as it is not good for the health. This had gone too wrong for me....

another day pass.....

2009-05-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

This is the second day since I come back home. The first day, whole day spent inside church helping brother doing the name tag for east Malaysia blending conference. Two days i came home already and yet I haven't got to do anything I plan to do, haven't touch of the challenges made yet as well. What a shame on me... haiz...... This morning went to state library with two brothers. Bought a book then went back. This library is still so nice and beautiful just that all the staff seems to change already. Almost all of them I can't recognize them. After went back home, I tried to tidy up my room. Who knows after a while I fall asleep and slept till 5pm when I have to go fetch my little sister. After back, had my dinner. Then went out again, thought of planning to take a passport sized photo so that I can go make my passport. After took the photo, I went to wander around at Boulevard, bought a mechanical pencil and took a pen. Oh my God, I was so absent-minded that when I tried to use the pencil the, I put the pen into my pocket a while and I totally forgot about it when I pay. The worst is no one realize it, even the cashier and the machine does not make any sound when I walked out. Oh my God.... what a bad things I had done, I 'tercuri' things... and I only realized it when I got out. Feel sorry about it. Haiz... Now feel like wanna chatting but was told you were not in good mood. Haiz... Nothing I can do. Just hope you can release your anger somewhere. Cheer up please. Hehe.. always rejoice..

假期之挑战

2009-05-11T02:25:00.002+08:00

很快的，不知不觉的大学第二年已经完了，
接下来，又要进入大学第三年了。
在这两年里，时间是荒废了许多，
圣经没读，主的话没进入，我真傻真笨。
为什么到现在才领悟到主对我的爱？？？
我要赎回光阴，从这一刻开始，竭力追求。
结果就挑战了弟兄门，一起读经。
圣经四本心脏书：加，弗，腓，西
在我去吉隆坡之前必须完成。
再来就是要减肥了！！！
来到了哥汉召会，住进了弟兄家，
体重就不断地在增加，
不知不觉也加了整十公斤了。
这次假期必须把这些肥肉一一去掉。
这是最大挑战之一。
这些挑战代价就是输了要请吃，且是吃好的。
我已经豁出去了，破釜沉舟了，
要嘛就保住钱包的性命，要不就成穷光蛋了。

Challenge to be started before going to KL

2009-05-11T00:46:00.003+08:00

It is the end of second year. The Beginning of third year. For this coming semester Should be prepared for more challenges. During this holidays time, I got to challenge few of my friends and myself. Its time for me to change for the sake of my own good so that time won't fly away and wasted again and again and again each time holidays. These are the challenges.

Challenge 1:
Finish reading 4 books- Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Collosians before 20th of May
Challenge 2:
Practice wake up early every morning for MR
Challenge 3:
Lost weight, everyday must exercise; if possible once in the morning and once during evening.

The cost for me not completing this challenges are to buy those people dinner or lunch. Another one person still not set the price yet but is said to be anything the 'winner' ask for.

Love Feast & Blending Meeting for Campus Graduating Students

2009-05-02T23:00:00.005+08:00

Today( 2 May 2009) in Kota Samarahan we have the Love feast & blending meeting fro tcampus graduating students. Those brothers and sisters that are graduating this year are Edward, Boaz, Sie Chun, Yung Fook, Chee Young, Ung Kok, Choon Huei, Wen Woo, Aziz, Zoe Chieng, Yan Tin, Teck Mee, Hern Yan, Jacelyn Bong, Deborah Wong, Erica Khew, Ching Sien and Mei Chin. This meeting started with love feast at 630pm until 730pm. After that, everyone sang hymns until around 8pm. Right after that, Edward started to share his experience with God throughout the time he was in Unimas. Follow by the other brothers and sisters with their sharing. This session come to an end at 9pm after giving those who are graduating soem souvenirs. After that was some speech and talk given by the responsible brothers until 930pm.

All the foods fro the Love feast

A little prayer before enjoying the delicious food... yummy...

Edward, enjoying the foods...
One person eating 2 plates of food.. lolz

singing hymns

the graduating one

Bro Boaz sharing

Sisters sharing

receiving souvenirs

Bro Joshua giving speech

Injured

2009-04-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

This happened yesterday after I went in to Unimas taking some lecture notes from my friends. The road in Unimas is also very slippery and muddy. This cause me to swing twice with the motorcycle. At first, before i passs the bump, I slow down, and the motorcycle swing, Luckily, i didn't fall this time. However, when I reach the round about, the motorcycle suddenly loast controlled again. This is the time when I fall from the motorcycle. This is so damn bad luck. And i also do not even have chance and time to react. Luckily I only got a smll wound on my left knee while my elbow knock the road and now i can always feel the pain in my elbow. I wonder why Unimas always do ths kind of work. After renovation, never try to clean up the roadways leaving all the mud there and causing lots of incovenience for the motorcyclist. Hopefully, the management will notice this problems ad try to fix it fro the safet of the motorcyclist.

What do I need to learn from this...

2009-04-26T02:53:00.002+08:00

Again, this is the 2nd time, I think that I am not performing well in my mathematics exam. I am supposed to do quite ok but then when got into exam hall, start doing the paper, suddenly a lot of the things that i had learn is gone. I was so blank by the time. How can this ever happened.... I wonder what kind of homework God is giving to me to learn. This is the 2nd time this kind of thing happen and I must learn something from it so that it won't happen again. But what is the lesson here? Really need God to tell me about it...

Lead me please!!

2009-04-21T02:43:00.003+08:00

Final exam start later with EPP later and yet I'm still here not studying. Don't know what happen to me, sometimes really can't put on my full concentration studying and everytime this exam season comes my mood will be very very bad. This time, same thing happen plus some kind of feeling comes into me. One feeling which bother me, even though I can keep it underneath and be just as the usual me but this had been always bothering me as I always have some free time alone that can make my mind flew away, far far away. Another feel is the one which cure my thirst, thirst of word from God and experiencing Him. Really thirst of Christ now that everyday will think of reading some spiritul riches. But, I'm still the one that think of myself always first. Kind of thinking, and afraid that going for Christ now might take my time to study. This is so disturbing. At the same time, want to study and read some spiritual riches. And when started to read spiritual riches, really can't stop it. Its like so enjoying that can't stop to enjoy. Oh, Lord please lead me.... or else i'll gone crazy...

Pops up in my mind suddenly.....

2009-04-21T02:22:00.003+08:00

Suddenly the picture of galley pops up in my mind. Thinking of all the sweet memories on board being with all the bros and sis, wilfred, anna, priscillia, gerard, han byeol, analyn, ruby, leonard, richard, shernell........ how are all of you being now? Thinking of teh time spending with all of you together, those were one of the best memories of mine, working together, joking together and learning lots of things from you people. That was so fun. Got to knew that Doulos is now at Taiwan, kaohsiung. How is the trip there now? Hopefully everything is going very smoothly. And my aunt, alice is now onboard as well. How are you being in the ship? Hopefully you may experienced God always in the ship. May God's grace be with all of you onboard.

It comes again!!! Arrrggghhh.....

2009-04-21T02:11:00.002+08:00

Arrrggghhh.....!!!! Why this kinda of feelings come to me again... hate to have this kind of feelings... haiz... 2nd time having it and again do not really know how can i throw this feeling away... but just keep deep inside... oh, God please come help me... I need you desperately!!

Back once again

2009-04-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time I haven't been writing any blog. It was a real busy day. Everyday assignments and tests. Now its study week again. its been 2 years, after this semester, I'm going to my 3rd year in Unimas. Wow, time really flies. At first, thought of not coming to study here, and always thinking of going else where to study once I got the chance. So, I always keep myself alert with the nes to get me out of this place. Who knows, no way I can get out of this place. Until now, got news that air asia wants to recruit people, but still sadly i can't join them as I am stil not an engineer. Sad... However, within this period, it's been a great time though. This might be what God had arrange for me that i can grow in Him. The life here with all the brothers and sisters are so joyful as living together with them really can experience God. Now, its the study week and final exam is coming soon. This means, the period my mood will not be going well is coming. Hopefully this time I won't have any misunderstanding or fight with anyone especially with brothers. Hopefully, this time can enjoy Christ even more each day. And here, I'm kinda warning to anyone who does not have good thing to do with me, please stay away from me that I might lose my temper in this critical period. I really hope to have a joyful study week and final period experiencing Christ all the time.

The Nurian Fx1

2009-01-07T23:43:00.005+08:00

I just found out this product recently, its a electronic dictionary, the Nurian Fx 1. Though, this product was released quite sometime ago. Its a product release since around September of year 2007. It comes with a 3.5" 24-bit color touchscreen LCD display, doing away with the keyboard and relying on the touchscreen and an inductive wheel key instead for easier navigation. There will be 55 different dictionaries stored within including English, Chinese, and Japanese. A 'Speed Search Bar' feature makes it easy for users to search words easily. Additional features include a MP3 and video player, a picture and text viewer, ebook support, a voice recorder, and multitasking functions, all crammed into a glossy UV-coated 22mm x 72.5mm x 15mm casing. The following are the pictures of the products I copied from the other website I can find.

If anyone of you have anyways to know the price and the place to buy this Nurian Fx1 in Malaysia, please let me know about it. I'll very appreciate it if anyone can help. Thanks.

Doulos is now here in Kuching

2008-12-12T00:19:00.008+08:00

Finally, Doulos arrived in Kuching's port on 10 Dec 2008, 1.30pm. The ship is so huge and full of people from all around the world. There are people from around 50 countries gathered inside the ship as the crew and this ship had been operating for 94 years. What a long time it had been operating and not having any problems. This is what we can called as the blessing from the God. Besides that, gathering people from all around the world to work together, having this people as volunteers, they can work together so harmonically and so smooothly that the ship can operate for such a long time, this could be a miracle created by God. Even some of the crew had been working inside this ship for half of their life. Some even volunteer themselves to work inside it right after they got their degree or right after finish studies. As the new volunteer, I have to go through the orientation program today(11 Dec). In the orientation program, I was lead by a big brother name Wilfred. He is from Netherlands and is the engineer in this ship. However, he was a bit busy today to accompany me to go around the ship, so he just briefly explain some parts of the ship to me. He even bring me inside to the engine room to hav a glance at it. Wow, the engine room is huge that it occupies 1/3 of the ship's space. After that he let the othe brother to guide me inthe ship. The brother brought us to go visit the whole ship so that we can get more familiar with it. We went to the kitchen, the fire station, clinic, laundry room, and all sorts of places in the ship. Then we had a chance to have dinner with those brothers or the ship crews. We chat while having our dinner. Some of them were already here for 10 months, some were 5 months, 1 years or even more. It was a very great experience to know them and their stories. Everyone in Kuching now should really come to this ship to have

a look at it.

At the front of Doulos

The counter where all the badges are kept

One of the Office in the ship

The 'main street' of the ship and
the two sides are office,
rooms for the volunteers

Parts of the rooms are for the family
These are the kids playing outside at the rooms

The Brothers or crew explaining to us about the ship

Dining hall, and this will also be the part
I will be working at for 2 weeks

Guess what??
This is part of the engine room

The engine room

The life jackets, ropes, etc. used in case there is
emergency when anyone drops into the water or sea

The 'Fire Station' in the ship

Clinic of Doulos

Laundry in Doulos

Everyone in the ship will be doing their own job. So, may be someone will be cooking, cleaning etc. So, the crews in this ship need not have to clean their own cloths, they just have to send it to the laundry and those working in this department will clean their cloths for them. As everyone has their own job, some people doing certain job for you while you do the other job for them. Everyone helping each other living together.

Kuching High on Fire

2008-12-05T09:38:00.005+08:00

This accident happened on 2nd of December year 2008. My secondary school SMK Kuching High, the junior science lab which is also the old building was burnt down. So sad that i was burnt down that day. if I'm not mistaken, the room i used to keep all the equipment for my chess club was burnt also. that means all the chess club's properties are now gone. When i fetch my sister back to school yesterday I was able to take a glance at the building which was on fire. It was so terrible, the whole building is gone left only the structure of the building.

the sky was covered with the smoke from KHS

The whole building was on fire
I wonder why these people were surrounding the school, being so 'kepo'.
What can they help? Just distracting the fire fighters.

our brave fire fighters were fighting with the fire

the end products of the fire- everything burnt to ashes

In the newspaper, sin chew jit poh, I read of the news thwe next day after the fire. I saw in the pictures showing that those senators all turn out that day. I wonder why would all those senators went there. What are the things they can help to do there. Helping to put out the fire??? I don't think so. Or helping to save people in the building??? I don't think they have such abilities. Indeed, they can only watch from outside to see the school is burnt down and pointing here and there talking outside making the atmosphere outside the school looks more serious and messy.

The End of 3rd Semester

2008-11-24T21:48:00.004+08:00

Finally, it comes to the end of my 3rd Semester or 2nd year 1st Semester in Unimas. This semester seems to be a a very short semester. In just a blink it had finished. Now its a holidays for all of us. For me, it seems like another start for another emptiness. Nothing to do at all. Besides staying at home and becoming driver, for this two weeks, I'm very free till I fell so empty inside me. Oh, may the Lord fill me. Now I'm also waiting for time to pass. I'm only free until the 11th of December. This day will be the day I'm waiting for which is the day I will start to work. That day I will go to the harbor to work in 'the Doulos' which is a ship which travels along all the world to books. By then, I'll be able to work with all kind of people around the world. I believe this will be the 2 weeks great experience.

Maths Paper Finished

2008-11-12T00:11:00.002+08:00

Finally today I finish my Engineering Mathematics 3 paper. This is the very first time I feel so tough doing Mathematics. And I also feel so stressful even tough I have been studying Mathematics for so long time. Today the question came out to be quite tough also that I can't solve a lot of problems. However, there is one thing that might make me not so worry of the paper is that a lot of poeple also do not know how to solve the questions. One of them is my friend sitting beside me that copied some of my answers during the exam. As I can see that she was totally blur on what she was doing and in some questions she totally do not know how to solve the question. I wonder what kinda result may get this time. But for sure it won't be a good result for Mathematics 3. The next paper wil be Thermodynamics 2. This is also one of my killing paper. I am also uite blur ion this course but i do not know the reason why i am being like that. Hopefully, all the following 4 papaer includig this Thermodynamics will be able to ba handle by me smoothly then. 4 more papers to go. Thermodynamics 2 on the coming Thursday, and fluid mechanics, analysis of machines and mechanics and ethnic relation. Analysis of Machiens and Mechanics is also one of the Killing course. Along the whole semester, i was blur and do onot know what the hel my lecturer was talking about regarding the course and the worse is that this course keep on changing the lecturers. In just a semester we already got 3 lecturers who lecture us. Oh my God. What a managemen tsystem UNIMAS have....

Sad Star Cineplex

2008-11-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

On 5th Nov 2008, i went to Star Cineplex in Kuching to watch movie. We went to watch the 'Bangkok Dangerous'. The movie started at 11pm. That was quite a good movie indeed. However, the cinema is terrible enough. On the half way we watch the movie, I heard a loud sound from behind and a girl screamed. Guess what? a girl fall from her seat. Her seat was broken that time and she drop down fro m there and scream. What a shameful scene. Shame on Start cineplex providing this kind of seat to their customer. Furthermore, this is not the first time I witness this kind of scene. I remember when I went there to watch 'Max Payne', my friend sitting beside me fall from his seat. It also happended just like the scene that happened to the girl. When we are watching movie, we heard a loud sound, and I saw my friend suddenly stand up. The reason is that his chair is dropped from his seat. How can Star Cineplex provide this kind of service to their customer. According to one of my friend who ever worked in Star Cineplex, when the cineplex is full, the part to fit the chair will become loose and this causes the chair to drop and people on the seat to fall. However, whatever reason it is, the Cineplex should try to fix this problem so that all their customer got full comfort when watchign movie. If this doesn't get done, I'm sure one day people will move to another cineplex and the will lose all their customer one day when a new cineplex company come to Kuching soon.

My Final Exam Starts Today

2008-11-04T03:18:00.003+08:00

Today my exam will start. My first paper will be the basic accounting. I'm quite blur on what to study in this paper. This is because it looks like easy but it also seems not that easy also. Seems like a lot of things need to be studied, but when it comes to the slide, everything seems to be in the mind already. So, I just do a lot of practice and exercise. I did the exercise in brother's 1st house. I went there with a brother from the brother's 2nd house( the place which I stayed in). Don't know what had happended to this brother, he seems to gone crazy that night. Before I went to there, he went there already. He said he was the sea turtle as he was lying on the floor. Then, after quite a while after I went there, he turn his body and say he was a star fish. Haha... What a funny guy he is. I think he has gone crazy studying. Hahaha.... Then after that, when he was tired of lying on the floor, he went up to the sofa. He lie there and said something very terrible. He now said that he is 'the man behind Elwin'. Elwin is one of the brother who stays in the brother's 1st house. At the moment he say that Elwin was studying BM. This Terick make us all in the house laugh so loudly and lost concentration to study for that moment. This Terick is one of the most crazy guy in our house that always brings laughter in the house especially when the time everyone is under tension during exam season.

The 2nd yr 1st Sem War Starts Soon

2008-10-28T12:42:00.002+08:00

The final exam is starting soon. The 1st subject starts on the next Monday(3rd Nov2008). This will be another war between students and the lecturer who made the questions. And it will decide what grade we, students will get and decide of level. This is also the time when everyone gets very tension. I'm also one of the one. Now at home, studying under pressure. Hopefully the war will go through very soon and i'll make a beautiful victory in this war by passing all the subjects i take with flying colours.

Praise the Lord！！！

I'm back to blogging

2008-10-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

Its been a few months I didn't update my blog. That was caused by the homework and test burden in school. I was having lots and lots of assignments and tests recently until now. Furthermore I'm now more involved in the church activities and living more normal church life. My church life recently was so enjoyable with the Lord living in me. Though, sometimes I might have bad times also when the spirits are not turn to God and not enjoying God. Besides church life, recently, I got very interested in playing squash. This is a very fun indoor game. I used to play it with my friends from the church. We played it inside our University that is Unimas. This few days also played basketball. Although I don't know much about this basketball, but I just play inside with them while i learn all the basic rules and ways to play basketball. This week, I'll be quite free as this week is the study week. Right after this week, I'll start to have final exam again. I'll be then suffering studying all the tough subjects again until I finish my final exam on 21st of November.

Bad, bad.... day!!

2008-08-10T00:26:00.005+08:00

I got my leg burnt by the exhaust of motorbike last wednesday. That was so painful and my leg grow bigger right after it touches with the exhaust. By then my leg became just like the pig's leg. Haha!! As a result of the burnt, I can only drive to school but not cycling. Even when I drive, I can also feel the pain everyday when walking from a place to another. Luckily, it's getting better now. Tomorrow we'll have th Sunday service. This isn't a normal one, but this time all the saints will gather in out new meeting hall once again. The bad things come now. It's sad that all the friends I invited won't be able to turn up. One of them have tonnes of reasons for not going, while the other have their own things to busy. How sad that they can't attend this Sunday's Lord's table meeting and enjoy the Lord on the day. This will be a very enjoying day for our spirit and for ourselves as when we pray to God, sing hymns are the most enojoyable things in the world. Nothing else can compete with it. Hopefully This few people can attend Lord's table meeting next time when they are invited. God bless!!

Olympic Grand Opening

2008-08-10T00:13:00.004+08:00

What an amzing grand opening China had done. All the performance was so great. Luckily I did went to my friend's house to watch it. The design of the stadium was so great and creative and all the performance done was so amazing that just like watching a movie. I wonder how much had China's government spend on that night. All the fire crackers, the LCD used adn the man power used to do the performance. Every boom of the fire cracker might just be able to pay the cost for my whole engineering course or even to master level. Then for the coming Olmypic in year 2012, what other ideas might come out? How much more money will need to spend? Since China did so well for this year, the country which will organize the coming Olympic might just need to do much more better than China in order to attract more people and do not disappoint people.

Useless Unimas Security Team!!!

2008-08-02T17:06:00.005+08:00

This UNIMAS' security system is damn so foolish especially those guards who had carried out the rules. When we got into the university, they do not check on you properly. Sometimes, the guards even pretend did not see you when you got into the university. How come this UNIMAS can ever hire this kind of people to become the university's guards. Even if they hire a dog would be better then hire them. Dog would bark at strangers who had came in and won't pretend do not see anyone moving in. And some dog which are trained have good manners as compare to those guards. These guards, is so tedious that when you want to go out from the university later from 12am, they want to check on you. I am not saying that they can not check when we go out. I had show them my ID and told them i am not the students，and yet they still want to trouble you, taking your name and plate number. And the worse things are that the are so damn rude when they talk to you.Talking to a visitor and being such rude?? How can UNIMAS hire such person. And the guy, I saw him working on the 1st night, told him the same thing happened already, but then he do not want to admit that he had worked there that night. He just pretend like he was never there that night. What a rude and stupid guy. Worse thing is that, this guys as a Malaysian, working in University area, do not even speak proper BM. The BM he spoke was so damn poor that it was hard to understand. When tole him about it, he start to get fierce again. This kind of people UNIMAS should have fired them as soon as possible so that it won't spoil the reputation of UNIMAS. One more bad thing of UNIMAS' security is that these people even collect people's I.C.. They should do not have the right to collect people's I.C.. The worst thing is that when some visitors went into UNIMAS, those guards ask for the visitors for their I.C.. When the show it to them they keep it until the visitors go out from UNIMAS and return the pass. When the visitors need to stay inside UNIMAS, may be when they have things to do, their I.C. will be keot and send to the security department. This makes more troubles for the visitors. Here is the problem, the visitor may not know the places to collect their I.C. and UNIMAS do not have the right to keep　people’ｓ　I.C.

Another Busy Week

2008-08-02T16:47:00.006+08:00

This is a very very busy week since I went back to school. Now, the assignment start to gave to us by the lecturers, the material engineering, fluid mechanics, basic accountings' assignment had been given to us. All of them having the deadline on the same day or just one or two days different deadline. Furthermore, the subject this semester is quit tough indeed especially the analysis of mechanics and machines, and lab. This lab report is much tougher to write as compare to the past one. This happened because our faculty now is having the accreditation programme. So, everything have to be done in a very good and professional way. Thus, our result are required to be written like the final year projects. For the very 1st time my group wrote the result, we even had some days that we tried to write the report until 3 or 4 am in the morning. Luckily, we manage to accomplish our lab report after that. And we are all enjoying in the process when we wrote the report.They sang songs during they write report and sometimes even gone crazy and change the lyrics of the songs when they sings. though that was quite a joyful time when we wrote the report. Thanks to God that He had put few of us into one group. And i can say that our group is the luckiest group formed as we had all Chinese and only one Indian in our group.

New Semester!!

2008-07-15T08:50:00.005+08:00

The new semester has come. This is the 2nd year I'm in Unimas already and yet I'm still waiting for the chance given to me to run out from this Unimas. One of the reason is that, this place I can see, is getting darker and darker. The politics among the students seems like getting more serious. Some people who had being selfish and self-centered had shown their characteristics more clearly now. aking people's belongings without feeling any guilt, and seems like others are to borrow them their belongings. These people still, takes things granted, shows no appreciation to others who offered help. I wonder when will these people get their punishment... hopefully as soon as possible. However, luckily I still have a group of 'brothers' with me. They are the friends from church. These people are the only true and real friends. This is all because God lives inside them. One more serious case is that, some people also starts to show their weird characteristics that might cause problems to others. Hopefully these people may turn to God one day and stop doing these things which may bother other people.

New Church

2008-07-12T23:54:00.006+08:00

We have our new big and elegant church now!!! Wonderful!! We will be using this New meeting hall in the Sunday Lord's table meeting. The construction of this church had been started since year 2006 and its accomplished this year. I believe this will be the biggest church in Kuching. 4000 people can be seated inside this church. Furthermore, this church have two elevators for those who are handicaps and those old ones who had difficulties in walking. Praise the Lord we have this such huge church!!! The church is big enough that you can even lost inside of it if you are the first time to get into it. And the most proud thing is that everyone had took part in the construction in this church. Everyone clean the church together, give money willingly for the building of the church and PRAY together for the building of this church. In the morning, the church will be full of people- the saints. sisters and brothers, and a lot a lot a lot a lot of gospel friends. Hopefully in the morning, many people will be touched by God's word and turn their heart to God as God loves all of us. We shall love God as well. We shall enjoy His word everyday, pray to Him everyday and spend time with God everyday. God is the only true friend we have. No one else can be as true as Him anymore. He knows what is the best for us, He give us the best thing we ever had. We shall all turn to Him and love Him and remember Him all the time.
Trust in Him and we have have the peace in our heart as when God lives inside us, our spirit which is to be filled with God is fulfilled and by that we shall be saved. Hopefully my friends who i brought to join this meeting can turn their heart to God. How good it will be when both of them can turn their heart to God and believe in Him. Really hope she can be saved as I do not see peace in her heart. Hope in the meeting her heart wil be open up to God and gain peace in her.

Busy Week

2008-07-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

It's just been a week since I went back to Unimas. Even though it was just a week I went back to Unimas, I feel like it' s been a whole month already. For the whole week I only go to church meeting, from Monday night until Friday night. Not only that, almost every meeting i went every night, there was love feast. This love feast is the food will be prepared by the saints- sisters and brothers, then all of us will have dinner together. The food they prepared were all so delicious and a lot. That make everyone can eat till very full. I enjoyed the food very much and had quite a lot. This meeting or called love feast was actually made to welcome all the new students and friends who had came to Unimas in this new semester. Since I'm the one who are responsible to take care of the transport, i had to get the names of those who will be going to join the feast, and arrange transport for them, that is getting the brothers to go to fetch them. My job in this whole week was almost just trying to arrange transport. Other than this, I had a truly new life also. Since i moved into this brothers house, i woke up 6.30am every morning. This is the habit of all of us who stay here. All of us will be awaken this time, and we will have morning revival during this time. During the morning revival, we will pray-read some of the bible verses. After that, we will read some messages and have some sharing of the points or verses we enjoy when we pray-read. Although I have to wake up this early in the morning, I do not feel any burden even till now but i am very enjoy with this. Every morning I will have the best breakfast of the day, that is the God's word. Even though i may not noticed it myself, but for sure i know Christ is now growing in me every day. Praise the Lord!!! I have the best thing every morning i woke up. Beside that, at the ending of everyday, we have a night prayer also. We will just simply pray together for God's blessing every night and this as our practice to get connected with God everyday. This is because it is very very important that we are with God everyday. We, human are not created to just eat and enjoy food, food only will not fulfill us also as God's words are the only thing that will fulfilled us and satisfies us. May be this is also one of the reason I feel like i had passed through this week so easily, and feels like I had passed by this week long time ago. I think i had totally forgotten about the outside world that I didn't even notice the time had passed by. Today, was also one of the busiest day i had gone through. Although it's a Saturday, I do not had free time also today. This is because, we had our house-cleaning today. We started to work after we had our morning revival early in the morning. We had all our table moved down to the living room. Now our living room looks like an office and I believe when all of us are down there to study, sure we look like a corporate. Beside that, we also had our car park cleaned, and all our house cleaned. One thing I'm sure all of us have to be very thankful and grateful is that, one of our brother's dad, Terricks' dad had helped us to clean and cut all the long grass outside our compound.
I'm very thankful to him and he is very kind to help us do so. That really helped us a lot and save lots of our time and energy. After our house had been cleaned, we went down to out service center at Kuching, that is the Church of God in Kuching. At 1st, we thought of to learned how to manage and use the P.A. system, who knows we were asked to clean some of the parts of the church which are dirty and those places are really dirty and some of them even got pees from the ex-workers there. I wonder how can all these people so uncivilized. However, thanks to the Lord, we manage to clean the places and others won't noticed the places and can use those places tomorrow. Praise the Lord!!

New Life

2008-07-03T23:41:00.004+08:00

Few more days I'll be going back to UNIMAS. There is a good news for me and a bad news for me as well. The bad news is that when go back to study there, I'll be facing a lot of hypocrite again. It's sad that facing this kind of person I have to wear a mask on my face also just to protect myself. And I hate to do so. The good news is, since I'm tired of being with this people, I decided to move outside to stay in the 'brothers' house. I believe this is the better place to stay just that I'll need to discipline myself to practice myself to go through a very normal Christian life that is involving in most of the church activities with the brothers and sisters. This is because everyone here is practising to live a God-man live which a sister had told me so. So, may be I'll be having hard time going through this kind of life initially but I believe it will be a wonderful life. And I hope i can now start to read bible so that i can get more closer to God and always have the ‘streamyx' or 'broadband' connection with God which its connection is smooth, stable and fast but not the 'tmnet' or 'jaring' connection with God which always slow, unstabil and get disconected.

People

2008-07-03T21:51:00.004+08:00

1st of all why do people actually exist for? Is it just to compete with each other and to survive? I had been wondering for quite sometimes, why are some people such a hypocrite. Why are them so 'kiasu'(I'm not reffering to you da ge). I'm reffering to those who are really 'kiasu' that whenever they need your help or they need you, they will become very friendly with you, they call you, greet you, and even smile with you. But, when you are not needed, they will just kick you to the 'far far away kingdom' and at this time they don't even bother to greet you talk to you or get related to you. How come this world exist this kind of people? Someone told me these people exist as they are not the believers of God, but even though believers of God also have this kind of personality. And, the worst is that even our parents , when come to ourselves can be like that as well. They can be so self centered that they always want to keep their 'face' and even when they are wrong they DO NOT even want to admit it. Though the soft way, and the 1st step is taken to keep their 'face' they also do not admit their mistake. Forget about that, we go to the self centered person now. This kind of people exists most of the time. I wonder what are the things that the fear of that everything they have they are so damn afraid to share with others while other people's thing they will be very 'kepo' or to be said as they are very 'caring' to know other people's matter. I'm wondering will there be someday when these people turn their heart to God get rid of all those shits... Is this all the God's will? Luckily in this world, there is still people who are not like those people. This are the saints or what we called the 'brothers' and 'sisters', and there are as well some minority group of people with these good characteristics also. hopefully these people who aren't saints will turn to God as soon as possible. I'm glad and grateful that i met someone i think i can really trust on recently. This person can is said to be able to understand all my thoughts, my feels and the best thing that touched me is that this person support me whatever I think is right without any doubt. This person had did what no other people had ever did to me all the while； understanding me, giving me full support without doubt on whatever I think is right. Not like others that cant give me this kind of support. Others can just merely support but with some doubt in thought that i might be wrong someway. I'm very thankful to this person for the support and understanding. But the bad thing is this person is not the believers of God. So, i hope someday this person will turn the heart to God so she will be blessed as well. Hopefully, soon, God will soften everyone's heart to turn to Him and this will be the New Jerusalem which everyone is the reproduction of God.

Good News

2008-06-21T02:04:00.004+08:00

I'd decided to move into the 'brothers' house. Brothers house is a house where as all the male saints or called as brothers will live together. I can't wait till the moment come. Living in the brothers house is a great thing. I can then start to have a more normal Christian life, will have more time to spend with God, be more discipline when to do anything with God. Expected will have morning revival, then I'll have my every day full with God's blessing with His words. What a wonderful blessing it will be. And a good start for myself also to practice to read morning revival. I'm now also thinking of learning guitar from the brothers there so that i can play the hymns with the guitar. Besides, now I'm counting my budget so that I can have a complete set of hymns ad bible so that i won't always have to share it with the other brother that may cause them trouble. Hopefully can buy a complete set of material as soon as possible and a PDA phone as well so that can put in all the Bible and Hymn's soft copy inside. One of the reason I move in the brother's house is also that I'd seen the really ugly side and bad side of some of my course mates that are self-centered, selfish etc. All the time they be with you are with motive that they can use you. I can't imagine how bad this world is now. Only the God's world is the best. No other places more. No exception at all. Hope all people can turn to God.

The Day After Blending

2008-06-21T01:50:00.006+08:00

This is the day after blending had finished. Though the blending had finished, some brothers and sisters did not go back to their own place. They stayed one or two days more in Kuching. On Sunday, the day the blending finished, I brought those brothers went walked around Kuching. But this day, wasn't free to do so as I had to go to work. However, I went find them at night time. By the time, only 桐良 and 德伦 left. At 1st, I thought of went to get the photos the caught. When i reached there, they 1st shared with me their experience and the thing they enjoy that day when they attended the meeting that night. They talked about the 'truth' of God. After that, we sang a hymn named 'God's Eternal Economy'. What a nice hymn that was. The lyrics were so beautiful. I like the hymn so much. After we sang the hymn, we have a bit payer. Then we chat and they share their experience of God with me. Who knows, we chat till did not realize the time was late already until i was unable to went home. When I tried to get out of there, I just found out that the main gate was shut. As a result, i can't went home and had to stay with them for one night. What an unlucky and lucky day I had. Although i had to stay one night there, i had a wonderful night with them enjoying and sharing their experience. Thank God I had a chance such like that.

The College Student Blending Conference

2008-06-21T01:03:00.006+08:00

6th June to 8th June 2008 had a college student blending in Kuching meeting hall. Many people may not know what is a blending. Blending is actually like a group of saints or gospel friends gather together and have life together for may be one day or more. During the time together, we will have meeting together, and sharing of God's word together. In this blending, saints from all over Malaysia came. I joined it also. In the blending, i got to know few new friends, they are 桐良, Enoch, 德伦， etc. From the day i knew them, i realize one thing: it is very enjoy and fun when you get along with these 'brothers' ( we call male saints brothers while female's sisters). When I got along with them I was so relax that i totally can get rid of the inner wall inside me. Besides that, I can feel that God had exist among us. This kind of feeling, I can't find it when I'm with other people like my course mates which I need to build a wall inside me as most of them have their motive when they got to you. Back to the blending, I was so enjoyed that few days with the message gave to us. Below are some of the main message:-

1. Christian Life under the Government of God, Becoming a Reproduction of Christ, and Being Holy in All Our Manner of Life.
2. Partakers of the Divine Nature and the Development of the Divine Life and the Divine Nature for a Rich Entrance into the Eternal Kingdom.
3. The Recovery and Preservation of the All-inclusive Oneness.
4. The Vision, Experience, and Practice of The All-Inclusive Oneness- The Lord's Recovery of the All-Inclusive Oneness.
5. The Vision, Experience, and Practice of the All-Inclusive Oneness- Enjoying Christ with God on the Ground of Oneness.
6. The All-Inclusive Oneness in Psalm 133- The Application of the Processed and Consummated Triune God to Our Being, the Grace of Life and the Blessing of Life.

No Apologize

2008-06-20T23:38:00.008+08:00

On 3rd and 4th June, my Adroit's colleague and me went to a seminar name 'No Apologize'. At 1st, we thought it was just an activity organize by this City Harvest church. Who knows, when we reach there, we were shock that the seminar was carried out like they carried their Sunday service. Never mind, some of their working staff who are one of the church's member as well, his serving attitude were so terrible that when he was told that the sound system was too loud, he did not even bother to fix the problem. The worst thing is that, when I look at the way they worship and praise the Lord, I can't even imagine how they are able to enjoy Lord with such loud and noisy musics. Though, the seminar or course are overall quite good. Its content about the HIV, AIDS and all the knowledge are good enough. Besides their activity when they run the programme were quite nice indeed.

these are some of my colleagues working in Adroit and associates

the time when one of the trainer are presenting,
all of us sitting down concentrating with her presentation

all the sweets we ate during all the while having the course...
That was a lot....!!!

this is Joyce, my boss..
getting her to sign my pledge card of
not to have sex before marriage.. hehe....

at the end of the course..
look at how they pray and sing hymns...
they are so loud and noisy when they are singing

Paint Ball@Pasir Pandak

2008-06-06T01:01:00.003+08:00

That was the very 1st time i played paint ball. On 2nd June 2008, I follow Stahn's car, he drove us up to Pasir Pandak which is located on the way to Santubong Resort. We reached the destination at around 12.30pm. When we reached, there was other group of people who were playing as well. As a result, we have to wait until our turn. Anyway, before we played, we were given instruction about the rules and safety precaution all the way we need to know to play paint ball. This is because, it is very dangerous and may harm us seriously if safety precautions are not taken. After we were briefed about all the safety precaution, and the other group of people had finished their game, we were asked to put on all the amour right after they cleaned those amour. Among the amour we have safety mask which prevent us to be shot by the paint ball, then we have the jersey which looks like and function almost like the bullet proof suit. Then we were divided into two groups and then were given a marker each. When everyone were ready, we get into the battle field and took our own position. We only started our game once we were given instruction. Once we were shot, we were considered died and out of the game. The game continue until one team had killed all the team member of the other team. After we played 2 games, one group of mid-age uncle came to join us. These uncles were so damn professional. They are able to shoot accurately and were all equipped with their own strategies, just like the armies. We had our fun time whole afternoon playing paint ball with them until around 4pm. At that time almost all of us were exhausted. So, we took a break and get ready to go back.

Entrance to the 'battle field'

the smaller 'battle field'

fully equipped armour and

the marker( used to mark your opponent which is shot and considered died)

the facilitator explaining about all the rules and safety precautions

me and Chong Shin equipped with all the armour and marker

at one of the base

This is the paintball made by Geraldine with vegetable colouring inside it. Its looks small, but when you are shot in short distance by it, it is real painful. One of my friend got a few shots and his hand turns red. The most funny thing was that he had a shot at his neck make it looks like a love bite.

Is this the real version counter strike?

No, it isn't. This is the uncle who joined us in the game.

Looks professional, isn't him?

This guy is Stahn, lose until have to take off his pants??

NO, No, No... he is just changing his dirty pants. Ha ha...

Boulevard Controller Car Challenge

2008-06-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

On 1st June 2008, i went to Boulevard with Keith. We went there in the afternoon. During that time, ING Insurance was organizing an event. There was an F1 GP challenge organized by ING Insurance. Anyone can take part in it and the winning prize is a F1 controller car. Since its F.O.C to take part, so i took part in the competition with Keith. After registered at the counter, we waited around the area while loking for other people playin with the controller cars. At around 5pm, it was our turn to compete and that was the last round for adults also. So, right after we got our controller, we straight away try on our cars. i manage to controlled it quite smoothly indeed and that was really fun. Besides that, i had won the 2 laps game. This victory does not belongs to me along because before we started the game, me and Keith had discussed about the strategy, that is one perso will drive and the other try to cover. So, as i controlled the car better, Keith will cover me by blocking the other opponent.

Me, getting the prize from one of the ING agent

On your mark, Get set... Go!!!

Finishing point!!

with the cute promoters

My prize, the F1 controller car set, with the ING pen

Processing Jelly Fish

2008-05-15T20:24:00.001+08:00

Making the jelly fish to the form that we eat everyday is quite a long process. First, all the jelly fish which are caught are separated into heads and its legs. Before that, they have to recognize the types of jelly fish first as there are three main types of jelly fish which are the white one, the red one and those which have spot on ts head. Red one are the one which we wil fel very hot once we touched it, white one are the normal one while the one with spot are poisoned and can't be eaten. If the jelly fish caught are the rd one, they need extra one step in processing it that is have to remove its red part at its head. Then it is processed with the white one. After they are separated into two parts of heads and legs, the heads are put into the ponds for further process. In the pond, the jelly fish is solidified. Alium soda is added to do so. Beside that, salt is also added in so that the jely fish can be keep unspoilt. The process is keep on repeating by putting the jelly fish layer by layer just like the layer cake. It is keep in the pond in a lot of layer until all the jelly fish is dried up and solidified. Then, its done and finally its cut into slices and to be send to the market.

jelly fish's head which is elastic and seems transparent

jelly fish added with salt and alium soda in the pond

layer and layer of jelly fish stacked together

Next are the legs of the jelly fish. Although the head are the part we usually eat, the legs are the part which contain most amount of nutrients in it. it is said to be high protein also. The way of processing it is a machine used to spin it until it turns like a crystalline solid. Then it is compressed until its dry enough so that can be keep long enough. Beside that, it is also done just like its head(added with alium soda and salt)

tentacles of jelly fish after spinned in water with the machine

legs which are put together layer by layer after added with salt and alium soda

This jelly fish is said to be very useful to human beings. It have strong absorbing power that after we eat it, it can clean our body by absorb all our dirty things inside our body. Beside that, it also contain a lot of protein and algae which are highly containing nutrients. Furthermore, it can helps in preventing lung cancer. Thus, this jelly fish can be said as one of the very good food for human.

2008-05-15T01:59:00.001+08:00

I went to Gerigat beach on 11th to 13th May. Gerigat beach is located somewhere near Sarikei. When I first reach the destination, I was a bit upset because I expected that the beach should be very clean and pretty, but it wasn't. Once I saw the place and the sea, I don’t have the mood and feel to go into the sea anymore because it seems a bit dirty. However, after I pass through few days with those brothers and sisters here, I found out that this trip was so joyful and fun. I enjoy fully in this blending. Not only enjoy physically, but I enjoy spiritually as well. Before I came to this blending, I thought that joining this kind of blending should be with all the brothers and sisters all the time worshiping God, praying, reading God’s word etc. All those was once the things I afraid most and hate most because before this I seems like can’t connect with God at all and it make me seems like about to lost faith but luckily I didn’t. Thank God.

First day, we reach the destination at around 1pm. After register and divided into our own room we have our lunch. The brothers there cook so well that all the food served is so delicious. That was one of the best seafood I ever had. Then all of us are given free time to rest and have our own activities until around 4pm. We have a short meeting, singing hymns and some prayers. Then we have free time. During the period of time I went to the beach have a walk there. A brother went into the water. He invited me to join him but since the sea as what I saw at the first sight was a bit dirty, I refused to jump into the sea and the other reason I refused to join him into the sea is that I do not have a proper wear that time. So I just have a walk at the beach. We have our dinner at 7pm. After dinner, we have bread breaking meeting since its Sunday that day. After the meeting, some of the brothers and sisters went to catch small crabs to fry. That night was the first time I ate fried small crabs. It’s quite delicious also.

whole pail of crabs we caught
a small crab inside my mouth
enjoying small crunchy crabs

2nd day, all of us woke up before 7am. We have our own prayer in our own room before having group prayer at 7am. Although it was quite early to wake up and I feel a bit blur at the beginning, but overall I enjoy the process with all the brothers and sisters. After the prayer and breakfast, we got a chance to go to visit the place jelly fish is process. At there I saw the process of how jelly fish is made till the shape we usually see when we eat it. I also get to know what kinds of ingredients are used to process the jelly fish, kinds of jelly fish and the nutrients contains in it. After the visit, we went back to have a short break until noon when we have lunch. Before eating lunch a brother with me went to set up the fire, since a brother suggest that we barbeque some fish to eat. Both of us took quite some time to do it. When we were setting up the fire, a sister saw a died jelly fish on the beach, so both of them went there and we decided to bring it to eat it. Who knows that was the kind of jelly fish which has poisoned and can’t eat. During lunch time, came a few more brothers and sisters. Once we finish lunch, a brother and me started to barbeque the fish ‘proton saga’’ while the others have their own activities.

Then, the brother who just came suggested us to play baseball. He taught us how to play also. So most of us went to play. As a result, it ended up that sisters have to continue barbequed the fish. I enjoyed a lot when I played baseball with the brothers and sisters. That was a very fun and excited game. We played until 4pm and my team won the game. Then we have a rest. 7pm, we had our dinner. We had a meeting, singing hymns prayer and sharing after dinner. After that, I went to catch small crabs with brothers and sisters. One got the torch light, one got the pail, and the other all caught crabs. That was my first time caught crabs. We manage to catch quite a numbers of small crabs and the most excited things were we got to catch a big crab.3rd day, I went back home to Kuching. In the morning, I bought some jelly fish, oyster and chili sauce made by the sister there. The jelly fish was so cheap that it only costs me RM12 per kg. After all of us were ready packing, we start our journey back home. Some sisters and brothers went to Sarikei and went to their own home at Sibu, Bintulu etc. I was with the other troop who went back to Kuching.

This can be considered the first blending I joined. It was a great trip that I let me got to know God more and got to know more of the brothers and sisters. Hope can join this kind of blending again.

Satan's strategy...

2008-05-13T23:44:00.001+08:00

SATAN'S MEETING:
Satan called a worldwide convention of demons.
In his opening address he said,
'We can't keep Christians from going to church.'
'We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth.'
'We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour.'
'Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken.'
'So let them go to their churches; let them have their covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ..'
'This is what I want you to do,' said the devil:
'Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!'
'How shall we do this?' his demons shouted.
'Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds,' he answered.
'Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow.'
'Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week, 10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles.'
'Keep them from spending time with their children.'
'As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!'
'Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice.'
'Entice them to play the radio or cassette player whenever they drive.' To keep the TV, VCR, Cd's and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly.'
'This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ.'
'Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers.'
'Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day.''Invade their driving moments with billboards.'
'Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs,sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering free products, services and false hopes..'
'Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. '
'Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night.'
'Give them headaches too! '
'If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere.'
'That will fragment their families quickly!'
'Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas.'
'Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death.'
'Even in their recreation, let them be excessive.'
'Have them return from their recreation exhausted.'
'Keep them too busy to go out in nature and reflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays, concerts,and movies instead.'
'Keep them busy, busy, busy!'
'And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences.'
'Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus.'
'Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause.'
'It will work!'
'It will work!'
It was quite a plan!
The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there.
Having little time for their God or their families.
Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change lives.
I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes?
You be the judge!!!!!
Does 'BUSY' mean: B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke?

The killing Exam starts Again!!!

2008-04-23T16:11:00.001+08:00

2nd Sem final exam starts on 21 April. The 1st subject is tmx, that was consider a warm up subject cause its so damn easy. This coming friday will hav engineering mathematics 2 and coming with EBX, dynamics, solid mechanic and fluid mechanic. All are the killing subjects. Even for mathematics I now facing problems as well because it is too damn difficult. Only for mathematics already took me for few days to study, not like in the past, it only requires me to study for few hours for this subject. Laplace, 1st order and 2nd order ODEs, Fourier etc. are all the tough topics in mathematics. I wonder what kinda results i may get then. I'm so damn desperate and stressful now. Dynamics and Solid test will be on 28 and 29 April, and yet i haven't started to study it but just studying mathematics. Luckily this sem don't have much subjects, if not it will kill me. Hope this few days may past over faster.

Miracle in Kuching

2008-04-16T15:10:00.001+08:00

Today i saw a miracle happens in Kuching(16/04/08). Kuching's people usually or say mostly are not tolerant especially on the road. Whenever they can pass the traffic light they will go but not letting others to bypass or overtake them. Who knows, today around 1.45pm i saw at 3rd mile's traffic light there, people go rule by rule at the traffic light even tough the traffic lights there were malfunctioning. They even went side by side. I mean after one side's cars had went off then just the other side's cars start going and follow by the other side so orderly. What a miracle had happened in Kuching today.

Energy or Ghost??

2008-04-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Recently i joined new group of friends(not really new friends, but just that spend more time with them now) cause need to do assignments together with them. When together with them i learn a lot of things especially those spiritual things. Some of them really experienced it themselves while some have all kind of explanation that it is just a form of energy. When i listen that all those ghosts are just a form of energy, it really sounds very interesting and very logic. They showed me a lot of video clips also which they downloaded it. It was damn real. Some were even video recorded by people and the video shows some kind of static in the screen. This shows that it was just a form of energy interfering with the recorder. The other thing is that we, human have a lot of hidden potential in our brain especially kids. When kids were sleeping, their subconcious mind may cause an effect making the things in their house or other places to fly all over the place. This is also shown to me by video clips. According to him human have 4 kinds of hidden ability which he cant really remember what are those, but one of them is a kind of ability which allows human to foresee the future or ability to see a picture of what will happens in the future. This ability, I experienced it. I sometimes will feel a bit blur because when I'm in a place doing something, I feel that it was so damn familiar with what i did there. And the strange thing is that i had never did that same thing before. Amazing. Well, the other friend, he really experienced the interference of the kind o f energy inside himself. That time, he is healthy throughout whole day time, but when night time comes, he will have fever, a terrible one again. And everytime it happens start on the same time, 7pm. Until one day they hire a 'bomoh' to do some ceremony he recover and didn't have the fever again during night time. After seeing all this scene and listen to all this testimony, i have a doubt on does a God really exist in this world... or, can i say that God is also only a form of energy, but up to now still not much people have the ability to tune their brain frequency to see Him. And i'm so curious that why still got some peole(esp christian), they claim to get hints or like connect to 'God' when they pray or reading bible. Is this really a sign showing the existance of God? or its just an interference of the energy with the brain frequency? And if it is just energy, why would so many people get to experineced this same kind of effect? What an coincident